or is this just another thursday?

or is this just another thursday?
i think / therefore I am / and I / am no child of yours
what i’ve learned of love, i’ve learned it from trees.
My glory isn’t just in the moments I feel safest, but in the moments I know love.
A man walks into the bar and sees only me
because I am there. He says Good enough but hesitates.
we
are born
etched in names no one speaks,
their silence riding
the currents of our voice.
how many times can someone cry out for God in a night?
I was 15 in North Myrtle Beach,
skateboarding towards 420 World
under the stale haze of old billboards and tattered confederate flags. Big Mike worked there,
and it’s where the porn was.
Because in the dim parking lot
one man’s sobriety was a flower for his truths;
because Max’s hair in the rain.
There are people who talk about the Internet or reading PDFs, but the thing is, those people are all wrong. That’s the great truth of it; no matter what happens with smartphones, or streaming TV, or people ordering books off of Amazon, I think the written word is here to stay. People will always like to read physical books. For anyone who is thinking about a career in writing, there will always be demand for that and there will always be opportunities for that.
Dream about the heart-shaped leaves
on the thin branches of the purple tree.
You know the one.
Where the butterflies
sleep amongst the flowers,
Blessed by the tears of the clouds.
He doesn’t dance with me like that, Mom. He trips over my toes and splashes cranberry juice on the floor and I love it. I slurp it off of his New Balances.
This moment is outside of time
Ironic cause that’s what i’m needing
To teach you
Pleasure I have in my veins
This planet rewinds everyday just
To feed you
How can I be of service?
Burn me up, Wave me
Listen here patiently
Lessons entwined in my roots
Plant me within your mind so nervously
shirt button open
revealing breastless chest
breathless lungs
sternum
I want someone to see me./
I want someone to know/
it ain’t easy.
I came to say,
That I love you,
But instead, you gave me nothing
That I could hope for.
In my worst nightmares, I’m standing outside the Candy Shop,
crying on the sidewalk in Brooklyn.
A moment in time—
where only I could remember
the night you refused to come out and talk.
The volume alone/
slurred over tones of defeat/
should be enough for you to know/
we’re not as discrete as we seem